Lion and Lambs

So much has happened in the last few weeks that have taken my motivation to write. A close friend’s dad died, then a week later she miscarried her baby, the next day my sister lost her beloved dog (child), my son’s new car got hit and runned, four days later my dear friend was diagnosed with breast cancer, had a double mastectomy the next week, then four days after that my father died instantly from a stroke. Tuesday we went to the funeral and all six of us children were obliterated from his life memorial. Wow. (that was actually humorous in a way, but still it stung)

This morning my sister sent me the link to this video entitled “Come to Jesus” and sung by Mindy Smith. I think sis can see into my soul right now, my soul that longs to be with Jesus.

I chock it up to the migraines killing off all my serotonin that I would normally have to cope with such things. And yes, I have all the head knowledge of, turning it all over to Jesus; of surrendering to His plan; and of Him working all things togther for the good; etc., I am just having trouble convincing my neurotransmitters of it all right now.